and i seem to be able to drink water from a glass from my home again like it's water from a glass from my home. i don't have to sneak up on it and trick myself into thinking i'm not about to take a drink of water in order to keep from violently gagging. i don't sit for an hour thinking about taking a drink of water. i just take it!
it's like some kind of xmastime miracle.
still working my way back up to poopie diapers. considering one made me actually vomit last week, i still feel a little frightened. it had more bite than bark.