changing lives since 2003 (ms_pooka) wrote,
changing lives since 2003

it's like i'm some kind of normal person.

i just took a cal-mag supplement like it was nothing. i didn't fret. i didn't hack it violently into the sink and then stand there for two minutes while my stomach lurched an inch higher.

and i seem to be able to drink water from a glass from my home again like it's water from a glass from my home. i don't have to sneak up on it and trick myself into thinking i'm not about to take a drink of water in order to keep from violently gagging. i don't sit for an hour thinking about taking a drink of water. i just take it!

it's like some kind of xmastime miracle.

still working my way back up to poopie diapers. considering one made me actually vomit last week, i still feel a little frightened. it had more bite than bark.

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