and then, it hit me: we have never been at home together without him.
it freaks me out.
kind of how i kept getting a little freaked out all those days i was training an hour away at my co-worker's home and would have reverse fear. some parents forget that their babies are in the car. i was freaking out because my baby wasn't in the car. did i ever mention those four days were the longest i had ever been away from him? he might as well just crawl back up into my uterus and make himself at home at this rate.