changing lives since 2003 (ms_pooka) wrote,
changing lives since 2003

ding dong: let's go for another ride.

as the ford was being sold (and still is being sold, for that matter) and the savings account was being setup and the bills were getting paid and the financial stress was being relieved, i felt the pendulum tap the far left side and start swinging back.

it just swung past the halfway point and entered the territory on the right with a call from dedee to let me know that my hours were going back to halftime again. at least i'm not crashing down in a cloud of post partum hormones along with it like i was the last time. no tears. just an unsurprised nod and a resistance to admitting the reality and allowing daydreams of long(er)walks in the park and afternoons in the pool to blossom unfettered.

maybe i'll write a book. but only if someone can provide me with the plot line. i'll share the royalties.
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