changing lives since 2003 (ms_pooka) wrote,
changing lives since 2003

wednesday morning.

i'm sitting here hunched over my laptop over the white IKEA tv table with wheels, baby monitor buzzing to the left with sounds of the baby rolling around in his crib, and the soundtrack for me, you, & everyone we know just clicked on and there's a chilly, rainy grey hanging over the trees in the courtyard that i can just make out through the dingy white sheers left by the previous tenant (and probably several tenants before them) and i think the caffeine is just lulling into my cells and i'm feeling that warm, safe buzzing as a result of all of it and i all of a sudden have an understanding, on an emotional/non-cognitive level, of how a suburban house mother could become a drug addict.
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